Wasting Away

Where Have I Been?

3.) Wasting Away

Why, you coward?

How could you take this from me?

Your a monster,

A deciever,

A trickster of ways.

Who doesn't see,

Through the guilt,

Or the shame.

Why did you do this?

Why did you do this?

To me.

Everything I knew,

Was draining like an hourglass.

Lost in time,

Trapped, repeating the past.

Does it ever seem to catch up to you?

Does it ever seem to catch up to you?

What have you done?

What have you done?

All that I knew was wasting away.

All that I knew was wasting away.

You'll find me here,

In the darkest of times.

Lost in the life I'm living,

I'm wasting away tonight.

Why, you parasite?

You dealer of lies.

Why must you bring me here,

In the darkest of times.

Am I just a fool?

Am I just a fool,

A fool to you?

You'll find me here,

In the darkest of times.

Lost in the life I'm living,

I'm wasting away tonight.

Tonight!

What's Said, What's Better Left Unsaid

Where Have I Been?

2.) What's Said, What's Better Left Unsaid

Where were you?

Where were you?

When I needed you most.

Where did they go?

The dreams I used to know.

Has the world I've cherished,

Begun to perish?

At the sound of your voice.

The sound of your voice.

"What do you care?"

"What do you care?"

The words still ringing in my ears.

With the worst of words.

You left me here.

To drown alone,

In my own fear.

Now I'm gone.

Standing in shame,

Shame of my mistake.

I didn't know,

I could hate you so much.

Its a sad thing,

To think that of your own blood.

But you left me with no choice.

With no choice.

"What do you care?"

"What do you care?"

The words still ringing in my ears.

With the worst of words,

You left me here.

To drown alone,

In my own fear.

Now I'm gone.

I wrote my dreams on paper,

To watch you tear it up.

Burn another page.

And throw it away.

Burn another page.

And throw it all away.

I Will Be Heard

Where Have I Been?

1.) I Will Be Heard

Where should I begin?

What have I been doing?

Where have I been?

So much time I've wasted,

Will it see an end?

The days of being ignored,

Have begun pushing forward.

No longer can I stand for this,

I will be heard.

I live in a world, cast aside.

Trying to find my place, in this life.

Too long have the little things,

Been picking me apart.

I wonder if I'll ever find,

Whats hiding in my heart.

Maybe then will I see,

What I've made myself to be.

I live in a world, cast aside.

Trying to find my place, in this life.

So long have I been,

So misunderstood.

No I won't be the one,

To stand for this.

I've done all I can,

I've done all I could.

But I haven't recieved,

Anything in return.

What have I been doing?

Where have I been?

Will I ever be, a better man?

I live in a world, cast aside.

Trying to find my place, in this life.

But tonight, I will be heard.

I Will Be Heard.

I Will Be Heard.

I Will Be Heard.

Introduction (Where Have I Been?)

It feels like ages since the last time I posted anything on here! In the time I've been away, I had a great dilemma! I had totally lost my voice, I wasn't able to write anything. It was a real problem for me, and for the first time I thought I couldn't write again. Then one day while listening to some music I felt something I hadn't felt in a long time. I felt the need to write, I sat at my desk and pulled out some paper, and finally wrote a song. To this day I am very proud of that song. It is called, "Wasting Away." And it became the foundation for a new album. I kept writing, and writing and I was very proud that I managed to find my voice again. For this album I had to ask myself a question...and that question developed into the title for this album. Its called, "Where Have I Been?" I am very proud of what I've accomplished with this material. I hope that you will enjoy it the same! Here is the first song off this new album! Enjoy!